Hi lads and lassies,
I will try to stay as positive as I can.
I have recently received an in-game achievement for playing 320 hours. Steam says 366h.
I am level 60. Personal HWMGS about 505-515.
I stopped with main story around lvl 50, my azoth staff is lvl 3.
I have leveled gathering almost everything up to 200, logging 185 and fishing 30.
I tried dabbling in Crafting, ended up only with 200 Cooking, 130 Arcana and 150 Armoring just before 1.1 patch. The rest is negligible.
I never saw Dynasty, Lazarus or the third one. I did only Amrine, Shattered Obelisk and Depths.
I did elite chests run/myrk/mount/pools/ portals - once, maybe a month ago.
I’m trying to do solo sirens chest runs in reekwater - but it’s not that fun, and running from mobs stresses the crap out of me.
My Gear is 2 items from Syndicate 520, and 3 items around 580GS from AH. Weapons vary in GS.
I understand that there is much to do here. But since patch 1.1 I have no idea what to do with myself. I am also a healer… in heavy armor. I have leveled entire game a healer in heavy, with hatchet, LS, occasional hammer and now VG.
I don’t like running solo chest runs, it creeps me out. I don’t like zerg runs in pvp in elite zones, I can’t get orbs to do end game dungeons, nor there is a point to do them with my current HWM.
I would like to finish my story and all the additional quests in all the zones, but I feel like I’m useless and hindered as a healer in heavy in solo pve.
I come to you, fellow gamers, fellow NW enthusiasts, fellow broken spirits and enduring adventurers - would you guide me? would you help me?
I have lost my compass… I have no idea what to do with myself in this game anymore.
I log in once a three days, and just farm wood, herbs, boars, some chests in WW. maybe 1 OPR a night, 1 Amrine a night if there are people for it.
You are my last resort… I searched youtube, i talked with guild mates, I checked reddit, checked forum, looked in game… I… I would like to enjoythis game, but I don’t know how anymore…
Thank you for your time and attention in advance,
after each patch note I say I’m done. and I still log in, and next patch notes hit, and I’m even more angry and devastated.
